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I'm chasing my tail around the doghouse
lying to myself in that picture perfect blouse.
Exhausted , bleeding, caught in a dangerous game of cat and mouse
So ill say goodnight for tonight this is hells house
With nothing to douse me I'm thrown to the flames
... Ridiculed and broken the demons wrap me in their chains
I see the scars of who i was with shattered remains
They laugh and mock, taking me to the ringer with all the pains
Round one I run in circles with my own cries
Round two lures temptation with the worlds lies
Round three rolls the dice performing snake eyes
Round four drags me down for my demise.
Fight for my life suffocating in depression
Please ring the bell to end hells session
I'm begging for a release, a form of resurrection
I'll be honest and cry out, my hearts filled with oppression
my expression of aggression is torn from the shelf
its not a hard riddle or hiding in itself
Its a cry... Please...somebody....save me from myself.
lying to myself in that picture perfect blouse.
Exhausted , bleeding, caught in a dangerous game of cat and mouse
So ill say goodnight for tonight this is hells house
With nothing to douse me I'm thrown to the flames
... Ridiculed and broken the demons wrap me in their chains
I see the scars of who i was with shattered remains
They laugh and mock, taking me to the ringer with all the pains
Round one I run in circles with my own cries
Round two lures temptation with the worlds lies
Round three rolls the dice performing snake eyes
Round four drags me down for my demise.
Fight for my life suffocating in depression
Please ring the bell to end hells session
I'm begging for a release, a form of resurrection
I'll be honest and cry out, my hearts filled with oppression
my expression of aggression is torn from the shelf
its not a hard riddle or hiding in itself
Its a cry... Please...somebody....save me from myself.
A poem written by me. Was listening to some darker songs when this came to mind haha. Every one falls into their dark moments, dark times...I guess...the best part is that we all know there is a light at the end of the tunnel. We dont have to worry or stress....even though....I still look in the mirror and sometimes only see the scars and pieces of who I used to be. Life never goes how we want it to....so push on and push through. hmhm
Wish I had more to say...but this is basically it
Long Night Ahead
Finally got at least a few more photos uploaded :)
wooooot! hahah yea tonight is the beginning of Hood to Coast and I am working a 6pm shift to 6am shift. Should be fun...but it'll also be boring so we'll see how this goes xD
As for the counting down of the days...its down to 36!!! Woohoo! Till my next adventure begins! :D Should be an epic time of craziness and memories.
Well...just a lil dropping in and saying hi to everyone and I hope ya'll have an AMAZING weekend! Adios! Keep being awesome! ;D
-Zandra
Counting Down the Days.
Welllll....days come and go. Half way through summer. Tomorrow starts our 32nd worlds largest ameture volleyball tourny. 2nd largest weekend almost down and one to go. haha
Only 54 days until I leave for my two month break and travel across the U.S. I cannot even BEGIN to state how excited I am.
So...update. 54 days....Ill be leaving for N.C. be there two months, come back home to Oregon for 3-4 months-ish then I'll be going down to Belize for 3 months or so for an internship! My next mission's trip begins so soon! Cannot WAIT! :D
So that's my next step in life at this point in time. ^-^
Hopefully I'll get more photography posted up soon, l
Ordinary?
I am no longer ordinary
But i will strive for extraordinary
My past is no longer held over my head
I am free, fear of the past is now dead
The scars have been pulled, no longer an abomination
The wound have been healed, now a new creation
The love of Christ is alive in me
A new life, shining bright for all to see
The chains broke off, the battles been won
The Devil cannot say, I am not the Son's
I am redeemed, alive, and well
Set free from the gates of hell
The prince of darkness fallen, this will be his loss
And I will forever fight, no matter what the cost.
-Zandra
"I Am the light of the world, the darkness cannot suppress it." Matthew 5:1
A Little Piece of Me...
Around and around and around it goes
Does the darkness I posess truly show
It's hard to stand tall when I feel so low
This chain of night i've been bestowed
Taken a blow, and forced down below
... The shards of me rushing as the rivers flow
You reap what you sow, so forgive me my Lord
This life's beaten me and given me my sword
It's sharper than death and taught like a cord
I take a breath and accept more than I can afford
Broken and bleeding but life is what I'm for
Barely heart beating I'll even up this score
Push myself up back up, on with the war
I don't know how far but I'll never implore
Shaken and scared I ca
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